Anyone close to me knows I'm a die hard d4vd fan. For the longest time, he was the artist for me. Right up there with Wave to Earth, 12BH, and Daniel Caesar.

I remember one of my close friends sharing a TikTok reel about a body found linked to d4vd’s car. At first, I thought he was the one who died lol.

Ever since the controversies sorrounding him, I’ve been feeling all kinds of mixed emotions. I know there’s no official link between him and her. At least not yet. For some, resonating with his music now feels unsettling, especially when the lyrics seem tied to something so dark.

"Romantic Homicide", what do you mean bro?

In the back of my mind, I killed you, and I didn't even regret it

Okay, please tell me this shit is metaphorical… and not literal.

Then there’s his newest album, especially one of my fav song “Afterlife.” Please tell me those lyrics aren’t filled with confessions. And it's funny, he just dropped a collab with Hyunjin. I wonder how he feels rn. It's crazy.

I once stumbled upon a comment saying we should just interpret the lyrics based on how they resonate with us. And honestly? I kinda agree. Not gonna lie, his songs have always been my go-to whenever I’m overstimulated.

To wrap it up… my take is I don’t have a take. I don’t know where I stand right now. Maybe the truth will come out. Maybe there’s more to the story. But for now, I’m stepping back.